IX. Meat

My visit today to my university's career fair soberly reminded me of one of the many reasons I fear for my future. The job fair being, in essence, "survival of the fittest" of the thousands of people for the attention of a few employers and jobs, I am clearly in the other. The fair environment is definitely not where I thrive. Too many goddamn people--I couldn't even talk to anybody for the first thirty or so minutes I was there because I was so dizzy. My negative disposition toward people in general looks to cause major friction on my path to (hopefully) success, especially in the fields one can look forward to entering after having graduated with a major in philosophy.